reading clara's sd made me more sad than her not being here. it's just a simple reminder that she's living a new life now and she's replaced us. which is alright because that's how it works and in a way i guess i've replaced her. replaced sounds too harsh though. it's just like substitution really. so for now i've got a sarah and a powerpuff and a number one fan and a graceful nate and a bunch of super cool kids. but the clara is still in the india. which is how life goes. exploring that plant was kind of super amazing. in a really scary way... haha