school is boring and puts me in a really pissy mood so i come home and snap at everybody and that gets me no where. i miss manda and matt and sammy and kristin and specially that one kid because i'm a pathetic dork like that. i need to get my ass moving on stuff. i have to start taking oboe again as ms o informed me or else im not going to go anywhere. but the trouble is i dont know where i want to go so, isnt moving pointless? i feel so frustrated with school already. i hate it. this kind of mood can never happen in the summer. it's just that bad.