hiya... how is everyone today... me, okies i guess bored to death waiting for my baby to get online or call me... well there's been tons of things goin down since i last talked to ya... just the other day was *11 months* for me and my sexy stud muffin and it's been great with him and i finally got to talk to my bestest friend lilly just last night...her mom's been being a bi*** and not letting her talk to anyone...not when her best friend plus she doesn't really like me that much so that's probably another reason...LOL i'm just so loved by all my friends parents...NOT anywho and i was babysitting the other weekend and got in trouble at the pool with joan...lol that wasn't cool at all cuz now i can't see troy that much and all this crap which sucks monkey butt...and oh god do i have some bad news...in my case it is anyway... you ready for this... well...boom boom boom..... ummm ..... my dad lost his job the other day and now were in a tight squeeze which isn't good for me at all...it might be bad for my parents but for me i think it's worse...i can't do anything at all now...i mean i already couldn't go and do things but now it's worse and i can't see troy or my friends and oh lord that's enough right now but i can't go anywhere... movies, mall shoppin, out to eat...i mean anything... and we don't have money so that's just no anything and before long if daddy can't find any kind of job were going to start losing things like the van, this computer, phone line, electricity and i mean it's just bad... well... i just thought i'd drop in and let everyone know how i was... as if anyone cares at all and i'll be around...maybe... *bte (not so betterthanever now)