Hey baby, as you know today is Thursday the 15th of July and it is 1 year for me and you:-) Im so glad we have made it this far. I hope you liked your braclet. I was thinking on what to get you and I knew you wanted something like a braclet so that is what i got. I got that kind so I could put I Love You on it for several reasons, for one I knew you would like it, for 2 Its how I feel, and for 3 when things get tuff I want you to look at that braclet and know that I love you, and I will always be here for you, no matter what happens, no matter how hard it gets. I want you to take that braclet not only as a present from me but to remind you that my love remains from the first year and that we have made it through the hard part. We are now starting off the 2nd year and it feels good i have to say. I was so glad to get to see you today. I had to pull some switches and do some talking but i made it happen and that is all that matters. Getting to see you, everytime, it reminds me how blind I am to think I can't make it..or even WE can't make it. We both know we can and I want to let you know that no matter how LITTLE i get to see you ill always be waiting on nexts times visit just to get to see you. In the van today when you asked what be4 we stopped at the mall and I said nothing I was just thinking. I was stairing at you and just thinking how could i be so dumb to even think about giving up what we have, because honestly if its either one of us who doesnt deserve one another its me. I don't care how ugly, fat, or mean you may think you are. I love you and you can never take that way. You are not fat..thats that.Period:-). You are not ugly okay if anyone is the ugly one here it would be me, i guess thats another reason why i feel jelous is because i think what does she see in me? To me you are everything ive ever wanted. It's not how skinny you are, or how pretty you are its just you...just you period, they way u act, we get along soo good and I will always be thankful 4 that and that I know you would never do me wrong. And when i think about it i think why am i jelous of whoever i mean your mine not theres and I know you would never do that, when i truely think about it, theres no way either one of us could. I believe what we have is more than either of us could of asked for and this first year and next few months are just a test of love and when we make it, which we will, it will be the top of the hill and we can see each other more and everything. Be4 you know it we will be out of school and going and doing on our own. No rules, no BS arguements between parents because they cant pick a day both can get off there asses. We can make it there, and then it will be ALOT easier. Think about it, its ONLY going to get better as long as we let it. Ill be able to drive soon. I WILL get into Troup be4 we are out of school and then it just gets better and better. Every time your feeling down or depressed, I want you to look at that braclet and know that I Love You and you never 4get it. If there is 1 thing you remember let it be that, know that I love you and no matter what happens, Jessica, I am here 4 you, not only as just a boyfriend, but some one to talk to, who maybe cant relate to your every problem, but I WILL listen no matter what it is simpley because I love you. another thing is that I was thinking of how we can make out relationship better and if you feel that i dont talk enough or you feel that there are things i dont tell you its okay. Im going to start my own diary on here for you to read about me on day or weekly type basis just depends on how busy it is so maybe that will help out cause i know to you the little things mean alot and im the same way so im going to tell you about the little things, the things that may not even have a significance the next day, but I want you to know about them anyways so you wont feel this way anymore. And you say its okay because im a guy, well thats not an excuse, I want to make this relationship work to the fullest so im going to do whatever is needed to make it better. Well im going to go now and I hope to get to see you again soon:-). I love you baby, bye -Troy