hey everyone. what's going on? me, well, i'm sitting at the house bored on a sunday night. what fun huh. i've thought about getting in the car and just leaving. maybe going for a ride or whatever. actually i've thought about leaving for good. just packin up my stuff and hitting the rode. go stay with troy for a while just to get out of here. i don't know... . . . well, things have been pretty good since the last time i wrote. it's finally spring break. woohoo! i get to spend time with troy and throw a party hopefully. that would be great. anywho. me and troy have went out a few times since then. i can't remember if it was a friday we went out or that saturday. i think it was saturday b/c we went to columbus. oh yeah, that was the weekend before. we went out the next friday and did something. what was it... oh, we went applebee's and had dinner and went back to troy's for a while. watched a movie and baked cookies :D hehehe. and then i had to go home :( then, this past friday we went and looked at stuff for a tux and got tickets for six flags. woohoo! and we went and saw ice age 2. that was a funny movie. made me feel like a kid again. :D and then troy took me to burger king to play on the playground :D. that was fun too. loads! and yet again, then i had to go home... but, i didn't have a time to be home so that was awesome. everyone was in bed when i got home so i don't think it would have matter what time i came in. should have stayed out all night :D then, saturday night troy got off and come over to spend some time with me. we cleaned up his car... well, jessica did most of the work :P and we had dinner and went out about 8:30 so we didn't have to stay with my parents. we just road around. we crashed jaret and maggie's dinner. it was okay though. we had fun. and then we came back to my house and layed around until troy fell asleep and i had to wake him up and make him leave :( i didn't want to though. but that was my last 2 days and today i went to town with mom and we got some food. and i made mine and troy's flowers for prom and i played with my hair b/c i got some new hot curlers so that was fun. now i'm bored thought b/c it's 1:05 in the morning and i have nothing to do. my boyfriend's out right now. at least i think he's still out. probably. he slept a while after he got off work so he'll be up a while i'm sure. he was hanging out with john so who knows what he's doing. i hope he makes it home soon though so maybe i can talk to him and he needs more sleep b/c he's gotta work tomorrow and we're going shopping tomorrow and hanging out so he better get sleep and be ready for jessica. tomorrow's a big day so he better be ready. . . . well, beings i'm on the subject of troy, we're doing pretty good if you can't tell. i love him to death and things are slowly setting in and getting on a good foot agina but it will take a while longer before things are really there so i hope things get there. i just hope troy's serious and i guess he'll show me if he wants my trust and for me to believe him b/c it's really hard for me right now. he says he loves me and cares and i believe him b/c he doesn't just make up things as he goes but at the same time he said all these things before and he also left before so he's just gotta really show me. a matter a fact... over the past 2 days he's told me some pretty great stuff. and it's kinds funny but i guess it's a step in being serious about us and really showing me he wants to bw with me... but saturday her was talking baout me moving in with him this summer and all that stuff and today he told me that his mom wants me to come over and look at all the furniture so "we" can pick out everything we want in the house when i move in and we have the house to ourselves. i thought that was so funny. GREAT! but funny. his mom is so serious about us too. she's great. i love her to death too. she's like my other mom. probably will be one of these days :D well, that's about all of that and this is plenty long. plus, i'm getting tired and i need some sleep cuz i've got a denist appointment tomorrow :( no fun. well, i'll see you guys later. i love you troy... ALWAYS!!! toodles... *doodles*