written 11•14•04 sorrie doesn't always get it but sometimes that's all you can say... i wish he wasn't treated this way or didn't have to deal with all the things she says and does but he has to i guess. she really has a bad attitude towards him and just really treats him like crap and i can't stand it. i wish there was something i could do to help him or make things better but there just seems to be nothing i can do. i mean, the way i'm treated or have been treated is bad, but to see him go through something just seems so much worse and he acts like it doesn't bother him or he doesn't care and i know he does b/c things like this hurt and it's really not something you want to go through. things like this can really get to you and when you keep them inside and don't let it all out it just makes things worse for yourself and i just wish there was something i could do for him. he shouldn't have to go through this with her and i feel so bad b/c there's nothing i can do. i'm really sorrie baby... i don't know what to say or do but whatever i can do i'll do it for you... promise, promise... just know that i love you so much and as long as you've got me you'll make it through anything...