what's going on? me, well i was trying to get on msn and check my mail but it's being gay or maybe it's just my computer who knows. they're both stupid anyways... yeah, it was back to school today after a very crazy weekend and of course it sucked. school suckks anyways as you can tell by my title. i'm just so tired of school. i wish i was graduating this year for so many reasons. i mean school sucks after we've been in it for so many years and ya know you've got even more if you go to college but i guess the up side to that is being out of your house like i want to be. that's my biggest thing right now. i want out. out of this stupid town, out of our stupid drama queen school, and out of my house. i gotta get out as soon as possible b/c i just can't take all this anymore. i'm tired of trying to please my parents, school is just stupid now, not to mention i have another year left :X, and i really want to be with troy and for things to be easier on us instead of how they've turned out. i really need to get me a job so i can get out of the house more and hopefully get some money saved up for some important stuff. i gotta get on that. . . . well, this was just a bunch of blab. i wasn't even getting on here but i figured i'd drop in anyways so i'll see you guys later. oh oh law & order SVU is coming on...LOL sorrie it's my show. probably a stupid rerun. oh well, see ya later.... i love you troy.... so much.... toodles *doodles*