...you know things aren't great but you've gotta do something to make deal...you don't have to agree or anything just deal with it to keep things alive, you could say. but when you do, things go straight to hell so why try... exactly what i meant a long time a go and always, really. you can never please enough or do enough right. you gotta be the perfect person to please everyone, but nobody's perfect so you'll never please...it's impossible. you can yell and scream and say mean things that you really mean but what's the point...how does that help anything at all. it doesn't...the more you do the farther you push me away to a better place. you take something away, i want it more and stick my mind to get it and keep it. you say mean things or stuff that's supposed to affect me and change me, i stay the exact same or get worse and still ignore you. no matter what you think works you're wrong... there's nothing you can do to change me and there's nothing you can take away from me that i'll miss. there's nothing i need in life but my baby and i've got him until the day i die...so try your heart out b/c nothing works...and i'd love to see you try or do you even know how... ¤lost & broken¤