Alone again again alone Patiently waiting by the phone Hoping that you will call me home The pain inside my love denied Hopes and dreams swallowed by pride Everything I need it lies in you ‘Cause I’m broken I know I need you now ‘Cause deep inside I'm broken You see the way I live I know I know your heart is broken When I turn away I need to be broken Take the pain away I question why you chose to die When you knew your truth I would deny You look at me The tears begin to fall And all in all faith is blind But I fail time after time Daily in my sin I take your life All the hate deep inside Slowly covering my eyes All these things I hide Away from you again All this fear holding me My heart is cold and I believe Nothing’s gonna change Until I'm whole again I Know I Need You Now, The corrupt aftermath of a wicked break-up. You haunt my mind with memories that run through my veins and act like a poison. funny how it can all end so quickly without any explanation... Lo All!! my cousin had a babbeh on friday :D he's called "Oisin" which is pronounced "oh-sheen" i looked up irish names on the net and got this: Oisin - (oh-SHEEN) Old Irish=oisin "fawn" or "deer." Finn mac Cumhaill's son, was poet of the Fiana. Two saints by this name (Oissine). Oissine, Ossian. so yeah had a lil toast in Vies to the wee fella, and my cousin is doing fine aswell, kids having kids eh =/ ah well Ireland is alot different to England in those terms. at least there is some life coming into the world, ironically there was a huge Earthquake in Malaysia last night, thankfully no Tsunami tho! but predicited that over 2000+ have lost their lives. think im gonna throw the towel in on Hardcore saturday night outs =/ CBA with them anymore, and before anything is said its nothing to do with Kacy, coz she's paranoid that i dont like her lol =/ SMACKDOWN IS LESS THAN A MONTH AWAY OMG OMG OMG!!!! Hope chew likes getting facials coz i not gonna be able to contain myself, hehe a sperm bank would have a field day with me @ the event :P so yeah, lol oh yeah i watched harry Potter and the prisoner of Azkahban (SP?) the other night, brought back some strange memories, coz the girls in there, Hermiony (SP?) is the spitting image of a primary school sweetheart of mine (sounds weird so ill explain), used to be great mates with this girl called Julie back in primary school, anyways we were lil kiddies in a "relationship" but i really liked her, anyways i thought about her alot in high school and when id just finished my GCSEs (was the summer in which i was going to college) i met her again, in the cellar bar, and we ended up kissing, and i never forgotten that night, seen her around a few times not seen her in months tho, caught the bus with her a few times, had a laugh with her etc she only lives round the corner, dunno where tho >< ah well i guess she's my past, unless fate brings us togther, maybe as friends maybe as something more i dunno, tis fate, i do know she goes training 2000 though, she's a cool lass though, townie but still cool... so my life's very boring at the moment i need some excitement =/ any ideas?