so i just found a bum load of ancient emails from, hold on, '27 February 2003 20:01:37' This was a poem Lisa wrote / robbed after the whole cheating thing, she was so in love with me it was unbelievable and finally i had found someone who liked me for me, and i really liked her alot, anyways that whole cheating thing happened basically she cheated on me :( anyways she sent me a load of e-mails and even though its like 2 years after so this is obvious, but now it doesnt hurt to read them... --------------------------------------------- Sent : 27 February 2003 18:36:47 To : unforgivenboy2k@hotmail.com Subject : [no subject] In my dreams I see you everynight Only I know what is my plight I pray to God each night That your face remains always in my sight I cant seem to leave your thoughts behind Forgetting you is not on my mind Our love is one of the kind Like our hearts, no other can bind You came into my life not by chance but by destiny And only one thing I've to say to you honey Your love to me is more precious than any gift or money and i will never stop lovin you, i am so sorry for wat i hav done please for give me ---------------------------------------- corny now but hell we were what 15? 16? anwyays this one came the same night... ---------------------------------------- Sent : 27 February 2003 20:01:37 To : unforgivenboy2k@hotmail.com Subject : [no subject] im sorry i hurt you im sorry for wat i did i miss bein with u being so proud to tell people i was wiv u miss being the happiest girl alive and the lukiest cuz wen i was with you the whole world was right my heart was whole but then i had to go and spoil it i am truly sorry now iv lost you im breakin down i dunt c no point of life maybe it might give a funny sight to c me down or to c me die get wat i deserve cuz i deserve the worst i can get for wat i did to you im so sorrry maybhe one day my apology will mean something to you luv lisa x x x --------------------------------------- ok so there were only 2 i kept, i had loads more including E-cards etc brought back alot of memories, mixed b4 u ask.... wow lol strange to go back down that road, its not as dark as it once was...