Listening to: Incubus Drive (dont ask tis a song)
Feeling: regretful
Sometimes, I feel the fear of uncertainty stinging clear
And I can't help but ask myself how much
I'll let the fear take the wheel and steer.
It's driven me before, and it seems to have a vague,
haunting mass appeal.
But lately I'm beginning to find that I
should be the one behind the wheel.
Whatever tomorrow brings,
I'll be there with open arms and open eyes, Yeah
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there..I'll be there.
So, if I decide to waiver my chance to be one of the hive
Will I choose water over wine and hold my own and drive?
Aah-ah-oo-o-o.
It's driven me before and it seems to be the way
that everyone else gets around.
But lately I'm beginning to find that when
I drive myself my light is found.
Whatever tomorrow brings,
I'll be there with open arms and open eyes, Yeahhh
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there...I'll be there.
Would you choose water over wine....hold the wheel and drive?
Whatever tomorrow brings,
I'll be there with open arms and open eyes, Yeah
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there..I'll be there.
Do do do do do do do do do do do
As you may know life's been shit for me recently and i can see it getting boring again, but im helpin my gramps tomorrow with some flaggin and shit, coz he's legs bad i dont want him lifting heavy stuff so i said id help him out, my gramps is a very proud man guess its rubbed off on me a bit, but he's acceptin help from people now coz he knows he aint the big strong butch gripper he used to be lol
so yeah i thought id do a bit of reflecting lol
Smoking...
for some people its a habit, an addiction...
for me its relief, smokin brings temporary relief for me, its not an addiction i can go without them and dont feel anythin, a joint now and again is better however.
people, no matter whether they;re rich, poor, strong, weak, diseased, war torn, "perfect" no matter how good or bad these people think life is everyone has their own problems and they're own good times. but no matter who your friends are you always gotta be there for them sometimes u take them for granted and sometimes you are very thankful they're there, but no matter what, through thick and thin a good friend will always be there for you this is what i try and do.
Whatever tomorrow brings,
I'll be there with open arms and open eyes, Yeah
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there..I'll be there.
too true imo :P
i got the net back on my computer through a sly spare line my gramps provided me with :D so hopefully tonight its business as usual i've had my own terror attack but i got back on my feet hehe
i was speakin to a mate today and we kinda caught up she was tellin me about shit and i was doin the same, and she said to me about the whole Hannah thing "embrace the friend" meaning just be her friend, but some trust show her ur always gonna be there for her. she barely knows u hence why she cant trust me the way she wants to, due to being fuckt up in relationships past, so show her she can trust u and who knows what can happen down the line...
but i think for now ill just be her mate, and if it happens in the future, it happens, if not fuck it its another friend who'll be there for you...
so yeah bit of reflection lol
i guess i should use these years to be happy and have a laugh with mates, there's plenty of time to settle down and chill out in a long term relationship...
so what if im not gonna be one of them people who has a few long term relationships, getout and enjoy life without the stress and hard work of commiting to someone...
ciao
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