well as many people know, this week i announced my retirement from the world of saturdays (basically going Cest La Vie, a nightclub, the only rock nightclub in town, and cellarbar, an alternative music bar) however, i've considered this before, but i thought if i made it official then i couldnt go back on it lol. Pro's and cons of me going out: ***** Pro's ***** 1. Get to see friends, 2. Get to pull, 3. Get to have a smoke 4. Get to get wasted 5. Get to have a good dance 6. Get to wander round Vies without feeling guilty about leaving someone on their own 7. I would end up hangin with other people and getting to know other friends better, which i wouldnt do so usually, so yeah i would be chillin with other people in Vies instead of the old crowd who completely screwed me over lol after everything, 8. I could meet true love tomorrow, or at least someone who wouldnt screw me over, coz what She said is bollocks, only bitches screw you over, and wait!! she did exactly that :) so i guess that makes her.... 9. i could go on a mission and start stirring shit up between people, not Chew and co, someone else, by getting in with a certain someone if their out, again this would have nothing to do with Chew and Co. hmm i could start playing a huge mind game with some people have a bit of fun, hmm i dunno... ***** Con's ***** 1. She'll be there 2. She'll be all over Chew 3. She might actually have a go at me, either that or give me a huge ass sob story and waste my time having to listen to it (id probably tell her to shut the fuck up and walk off) 4. There might / Problaby will be friction between everyone involved, well between parties anyways (by the way the parties include: Chew(person who is meant to be my best mate) and Her... And the other party involved will be just Me, Standing Alone. 5. Sniping comments may happen, however i've been told im the master at insults, come backs, and whit, so if thats true, anyone exchanging comments with me wont stand a chance? and that might lead to tears (which should be in the pro's column) and then her new fella will probably jump in as expected and thats when things get complicated... 6. IF i did go out, i would possibly miss a top night in coz I could stay in and have a fun night in with Danny, coz he could crash here, and we could get some beer in and watch some films and anime etc and play mir and Lineage 2 and basically have a top night in... 7. If i stayed in it could be taken as recent events have forced this dicision (SP?) and it sounds like im coppin, and i've never copped outta anything before and i dont expect to start now over something like this... 8. i could skip going out to vies and CB, and catch up with old mates, go out with them and shit have a top laugh and catch up...see if there is a party going down with my old skool mates, hmm, tempting, plus Jay would be there, and oh wow Jay, she, omg wow she is soo nice and may i add a fantastic kisser ;) ----------------------------------------- People say that "alls fair in love and war" well i think that there is something which isnt, and thats friends and family, i say u never screw your friends or family over, for a girl... ------------------------------------------ decisions decisions....