Thanks to chew and jo for their comments on my last entry :D i just wish that if shes not ok she'd tell me why i mean she says we're good but its her with like doubts and fears, i dunno last week we felt fair close but now its got all emotional and now its shit... its just sooo complicated and if she;s hurting then she should tell me, fuck it if i hurt aswell i wanna be there for her and i dont want her to shut me out >< why is this so fuckin complicated... Before you say anything, nothing has happened i just love the lyrics to this song lol :D Sonata Arctica - Last drop falls GET IT!! When I'm looking in your eyes Everything seems to fade away After all these years we had do I know you now Have I trusted blindly in your love, too many times You said: "hey, my love, I'm sorry but we can't go on 'cause I'm in love with someone else" Tell me, what do you want me to say When you treat me this way Oh I love you, maybe And I hope it goes away Oh, how I want you daily I know it's gonna stay You are so self satisfied Always ready for a ride Double crossing, lousy cheat, love you anyway You have warm and tender devils soul, you are so low I can hear you say: "I'm sorry, should we still go on, I'm not in love with that someone else" Tell me, what do you want me to say When you treat me this way Oh I love you, maybe' And I hope it goes away Oh, how I want you daily Tell me now that... I have found the whore in you Why can't I tell you no Time will show, the last word is for me If you fail to see the problem we have, one room full of walls Jar of love isn't dry until the last drop falls The moment I will step aside, you're ready for another ride Walking in the cool night air without underwear You have red light burning in your soul, I've seen the glow In every dream I have I say: "I'm not in love with you" But every day I say I do You have messed with my head so many times Forced me to love you [spoken] Now that... I have found the whore in you why Can't I tell you no Time will show, the last word is for me If you fail to see the problem we have, one room full of walls I will try until the last drop falls