k i finished college today, 2 years of hellish work and so on, some good days, some not so good days, guess im gonna miss going to the pub after, smokin doobs in the beer garden/court yard, biggest thing now, and its just hit me...the future is now lol last september i got asked by my parents and family in general what i wanted to do when i finished college, and i couldnt answer them, they asked me what i wanted to do, where i wanted to be what i wanted to achieve and i couldnt answer them so for a laugh i said "rich" thinking ah well ill cross that bridge when i come to it but this year has just gone so fast that i havent given those questions a second thought. i know i like ICT and shit, and i know im good @ it and in 2 months time i will be presented with 2 certificates proving that statement, but what part of computing do i want to be, do i want to go back to college? do i want to get a job? do i want to travel? do i want to immigrate (SP?) i mean what am i gonna be? "Now That College Is Over, I Have To Open My Eyes To The Fears Of The BIG BAD WORLD, And I Have To Decide My Destiny." just came up with that :P tis on my msn name so a question (or 20) for the people who've already crossed this bridge, did u feel like this when u go to this time in your life? what did u do about it? how did u make your mind up and put your finger on what YOU wanted to be? or have u not made your mind up still? sorry im just rambling forgive me lol do i say goodbye to my life and everything i am, and was and travel see if i can find me and where i want to be? or do i stay here and be with ppl i know and people who care..? urgh ramblin again im just gonna hit save now