dunno if "lovestruck" means what i think/hope it means but oh well nvm hehe... so tonight Hannah and I kinda had our First Date as so to speak. this basically consisted of me and her talkin and getting to know each other. this lasted 4 hours! from 6-10pm :D she finished work today @ like 5:30 was out not long after, i had trekked down to cellar bar, which to my suprise was closed. on my way back up towards HMV i bumped into Hannah, from there we proceeded to make a plan, which was go to the Bar Code pub, but there was like 1 person in it so it fucked that idea off... we then decided to claim a bench on Church street and proceeded to talk and learn more about each other with regular intervals for kissing. i feel i learnt quite a bit about her and my feelings for her have grown alot :) at one point the conversation turned to lengths of past relationships and Hannah was like i hope this lasts for a long time / forever,although this might have been said in the moment it was nice to hear and consider. i've never really felt that i would spend alot of my life with someone but i could see it with Hannah... im quite a supersticious man so this post may Jynx what we have, i sooooo hope it doesnt and for once i feel the big guy up stairs has given me a lovely gift, in the form of a cute, sexy, bubbley, funny, green-eyed 17 year old lass!! at one point we were talkin about fate, at which point Hannah mentioned that it coulda been fate bringing us together, like she mighta decided to walk a different route to the cellar bar, or i mighta been earlier and we might not have met as great timing as we did. I then later thought, wow consider this: 1. what woulda happened if she never sent me that msg on FaceParty? 2. what woulda happened if she never said ewt to chew? (she said she's liked me for some time now :D ) 3. what woulda happened if i didnt go out the saturday we first kissed? i didnt want to either that night i was feelin the night in vibe... there are more i just cant think atm im just sooooo happy :D :D :D :D i feel fair bad though because atm alot of my friends are going through love life situations and i feel bad being all "WWWWWOOOOOOOOOO I REALLLLLLLLYYY LIKE HANNAH I HADA GREAT TIME WITH HER SHE'S GREAT!!!" around them =/ coz it might make them feel worse.... i aint felt like this since... well i cant remember but i know i aint been this happy in months... i think im starting to understand the meaning of love songs and like the meaning of various actions people take when they meet someone special...e.g. stay in with their partner instead of goin out, sometimes cutting back on seeing mates as often and so on u get what i mean :P lol i also kinda told her that i got a bit emotional on saturday night when i got home and smacked a wall real hard, i also showed her the cuts on my fist from it, she was like aaaawwwwwww she was fair pissed off @ taxi rank on saturday, she told me it was coz i never asked her out lol we basically went on tellin each other stuff like this all night it was great (im soundin all soppy now lol but apparently its cute) Hannahs ace and i really hope it lasts, I really do... well time for me to go to bed :D nn all ---------- p.s. lol does Happy Ste seem alot different to Normal / Angry down Ste? if only they did these emotions and feelings in drug form - id be an addict