"Lost In Hollywood" I'll wait here, You're crazy, Those viscious streets are filled with strays, You should have never gone to Hollywood. They find you, Two time you, Say your the best they've ever seen, You should have never trusted Hollywood. I wrote you, And told you, You were the biggest fish out here, You should have never gone to Hollywood. They take you, And make you, They look at you in disgusting ways, You should never trusted Hollywood. I was standing on the wall, Feeling ten feet tall, All you maggots smoking fags on Santa Monica Boulevard, This is my front page, This is my new age, All you bitches put your hands in the air and wave them like you just don't care. All you maggots smoking fags out there on Sunset Boulevard. All you bitches put your hands in the air and wave them like you just don't care. Phoney people come to play, Look at all of them beg to stay, Phoney people come to pray. Phoney people come to pray. All you maggots smoking fags on Santa Monica Boulevard, All you maggots smoking fags out there on Sunset Boulevard. All you maggots smoking fags out there on Hollywood Boulevard. You should have never trusted Hollywood. You should have never gone to Hollywood. All you bitches put your hands in the air and wave them like you just don't care. You should have never trusted Hollywood. can someone take me, and make me please? i feel as though i;ve completed a computer game its the kinda feeling u get when u've like come back from holiday the feeling that "its over, it was good but now its over" and im just left with empty feelings from here on, i mean ive never been here in my life it was always: School > College > ???? so when i left school i knew i was going college, one way or the other and i made it through college. it was tough and its been emotional both college work and social / love life but its done and now its like i just wanna stand there playing fade to black in the darkness while i fade away :p i looked on the job centre website tonight and i looked @ all the ICT jobs and they're all shit, not one is what i want to do so im stuck... what do i do? keep searching for a job or just look further a field...? or do i get a shit job which i hate and become a slave to the system =/ id luv to press fast forward now on my life to like 6 months later see what i have become. it just feeels soooo strange when i think of september, its like last year i was thinking "ah september, another college year" and the year b4 that i was thinknig "ahh school finished time for college" maybe if i went uni i wouldnt have to face this point in my life yet but maybe by doing that id be hiding from the choices i have to make. im sick of education anyways danny was going on about some sorta modern apprenticeship for BT its like 11k a year and gets better...maybe god what do i have to look forward to now? shirts interviews and rejection from job places....fan-fuckin tastic... and vies...dont even mention that. i used to think omg vies will always be good, even if i go round town and thats shit vies will be good but now its wank i dunno what im gonna do for saturday night amusement :( all i know is i have to make decisions and i have to make them NOW...