Listening to: random songs on playlist
Feeling: lousy
so it hit me today,
there is absolutely nothing around here for me... bar my family
i cant get a job coz im only really good @ ICT, and no1 needs one of them, so im faced with 2 choices...
1. learn a different trade, this involves putting up with my mum for another year or 2, and alot of life-changing decisions and im not good @ makin big decisions...
2. move.
i mean cmon, i see my mates once a week if that, i spk to ppl on msn most of the time so nothin much will change, nightlife in bburn is proper crap anyways and with no money i cant go further a field to like that rock place in burnley or manchester =/
i dont wanna have to go back to college, and i dont wanna have to learn a different trade because computing is like the perfect job for me since i was like 10, so basically im fked... i dont wanna leave here coz of my grandparents and aunties, cousins etc etc but there seriously is nothing here for me, im not exactly gonna be missed, i have no strings nothing tying me down here so now would be the best time to just get outta here... =/
xx