ok, wow aint updated this in ages, basically i ran out of links to click on, on my firefox browser link bar thing... so hey, got denied a job recently (fkin mouldable noobs fuckin die and die now grrr) so yeah, erm basically been chillin on philipennes mir 2, i've discovered karma...well maybe not karma but a show about karma, yes MY NAME IS EARL is quality!!! just been watchin The O.C. n One Tree Hill, damn Sophia Bush is fkin smokin hot!! also speakin of smokin hot babes, the new Kaitlen Cooper is smokin aswell in the OC (she plays a 14 year old can i say that she smokin? lol) anywho she's like 17 or 18 wtf is it with Fox getting actors to play people younger than themselves? i mean Ben McKenzie, 27 now? plays a 17 yr old lmao, Adam Brody, 25 now, plays a 17 yr old lmao anywho enough of the rambling lol, btw Jeremy Kyle owns!! i mean he might aswell get a PurePwnage t-shirt and be like BOOM HEADSHOT!! everytime he owns someone, ah day time tivo is really fair decent :P hmm, was lookin @ past entries, both on here and general feelings i jotted down over the past couple of years, twas mainly about when i was going with Hannah, ah what a nice few weeks that was, god i really liked her back then now its the typical "what did i ever see in her" story (well with an added "well she is smokin and has a fine pair of titties") kinda scary lol i was really happy then lol, which is like even scarier coz i kinda aint felt like that since. for some reason it just felt right and i put my all into it, then to be shot down i guess it was like my last shot, i guess when we ended i felt like Mick Foley fallin 16 feet through the hell in a cell roof (wrestling reference) in a way its scary because it scares me that i might not feel like that again =/ it just aint there anymore, i mean im completely so totally over her (sry had to put the "so totally like durr" part in lol) guess its like, im not jumping into anythin unless its perfect for me kinda selfish i know but after so many broken relationships u gotta start lookin out for number 1. btw for the record, im not talkin about the whole kacy thing, i dunno what happened with that, guess i got caught up in the excitement of having a job lol, well i have another opportunity on the horizon, NLTG gonna try and get me an interview (woooo) back playing Final Fantasy 7 again ^_^ man pickin up where u left off over a year ago is hard :P i completely forgotten most of the buttons, where to go for this and that etc lol what id done and not done, and lookin through a 200 page guide on the net @ 2am is crappy. i really need to start checkin my emails on a regular basis again, recently its just become a number on my msn window, but i read through the emails, about a dozen were actual emails and not like spam crap, damn ppl get stressy when you dont reply to them within the minute (ok that was a reference to kacy :P ) been mainly up all night, sleepin all day, tis good for gaming no ppl around all the mobs are yours MUAHAHAHAHA hmm, also, watched 40 year old virgin (ty to Aaron for recommending it to me) fuckin quality filim!! tis hilarious honestly go out and BUY IT!! hmm downloaded corpse bride aswell, as a kid i fuckin loved nightmare before xmas (god i was a goth as a child =/ ) love the type of animation, but this is kinda crap, coulda been better, aint watched it all the way through yet just mainly watchin bits, like pickin up where i left off etc... ok so erm im gonna go read old entries tis always fun to look back and laugh at shit lol ill do that for 5 mins, then watch latest my name is earl episode, then go downstairs and watch home and away (missed it last night woke up @ 8pm lol ) ill prolly update this more often, even if its just rambling on bollox :P btw this jimmy eat world song was on one tree hill - quality laid back song, chillin song :P