looks like i'm gonna do everything myself maybe i could use some help but hell, you want something done right you gotta do it yourself maybe life is up and down but my life's been (what?) till now i crawled up your butt somehow and that's when things got turned around i used to be alive now i feel pathetic and now i get it what's done is done you just leave it alone and don't regret it but sometimes, some things turn into dumb things and that's when you put your foot down. why did i have to go and meet somebody like you (like you) why did you have to go and hurt somebody like me (like me) how could you do somebody like that? (like that) hope you know that i'm never coming back (never coming back) looks like i'm gonna do everything myself (everything myself) maybe i could use some help but hell, if you want something done right you just do it yourself (got it?) maybe life is up and down but my life's been (what?) till now (got it) i crawled up your butt somehow (got it) and that's when shit got turned around (got it) i used to be alive i'm so pathetic but now i get it what's done is done i know you just leave it alone and don't regret it but sometimes some things turn into dumb things and that's when you put your foot down. why did i have to meet somebody like you? why did you have to hurt somebody like me? how could you do somebody like that? hope you know that i'm never comin' back why did i have to meet some-body like you? why did you have to hurt somebody like me? how could you do somebody like that? hope you know that i'm never comin' back depending on you is done giving to you is done no more eating no sleeping no living it's all just more giving to you and i'm done depending on you is done giving to you is done no more reaching no sleeping no living it's all just forgiving to you and i'm done the hiding from you is done the lying on you is done no more eating no more sleeping no living it's all just more giving to you and i'm done why did i have to meet somebody like you? why did you have to hurt somebody like me? how could you do somebody like that? i hope you know that i'm never coming back why did i have to meet somebody like you? why did you have to hurt somebody like me? how could you do somebody like that? i hope you know that i'm never coming back why? why? why? Lately I've been skeptical Silent when I would used to speak Distant from all around me who witness me fail and become weak Life is overwhelming Heavy is the head that wears the crown id love to be the one to disappoint you when I don't fall down except i didnt fall down, so i guess i did disappoint you, so you can save your sob story coz its falling on deaf ears... its over, im over you, so cut the lies about how you cared so i couldnt care less........ yes this is how i deal with things fuck it all and no regrets and if you dont like it well i guess its good that it ended now... SANITARIUM! LEAVE ME BE!! heh and as for "that friday night", in the words of jim carey..."i've had better" :O kinda ironic, this is probably the most truthful post ever, im walking away from it all now, and i couldnt be happier, the same repetitive nights, annoyed by kiddies when your trying to have a quiet beer, no wonder none of the old skool people cant stand it anymore, time to become a legend :) oh, sorry doesnt mean shit if you dont mean it, and saying it over and over wont make you mean it, so why bother? cry me a river... if you regret what happen why did you do it, and why keep me hangin on like a muppet on a string? but you have no reason to feel unwanted in vies now, but dont flatter yourself i did this for me... oh and that friday was a favour to chew the saturday was a mistake... we should talk, if only i could remember your email address to re-add u, oh well C'est La Vie ^_^ not like we had anything special, i mean after all, all i did was ignore you all night, isnt that right? or so i was told, or maybe someone was planting seeds, i guess me and u were truly a beatable combination... was this harsh? oh well its my middle name, take care... ;)