hehe, just watched episode 18 of The O.C. took longer than usual to D/L but fuck it, i get to see it b4 the majority of the UK fans so bite me ^_^ anyways i heard this song 2-3 times during the episode and a few lines caught my attention and i was like WOAH, FUCKIN QUALITY LINE!! anyways here it is: I knew I wanted more than you could give to me I know there’ll come the day I understand Until then ill be trying to solve the mystery Of why I couldn’t make you stay Smiling through denial, my specialty I thought that was a good thing for a while You gave me all you secrets. Were you testing me? And would could I do anything but smile Reenact a legendary tragedy Do to me what has been done to you Is that the only point to all this misery? Is there any reason I should cry? And to heal, takes time And you gave me all you had I know in time I will believe That I loved you as you loved me And to heal, takes time And you gave me all you had I know in time I will believe That I loved you as you loved me "Smiling through denial, my specialty" quality line! and the final lines are great to, makes you think omg i did like her =/ yet i pushed her away lol oh well, fuck it all and no regrets :D