You try so hard to be someone, That you forget who you are. You tried to fill some emptiness, Until all you had spilled over. And all that you wanted, And all that you have, Don't seem so much for you to hold onto. I havent listened to this song in a long time. Annddddd as I was typing this my sister's CD player just fell through her vent lmao. The string from the headphones is swinging from there like a noose or something. I bet she broke it. Ima check. Annddddd it doesn't close anymore. Way to go a-hole. Well since Friday my weekend has been totally boring. And I realized that the day that all the boys are going to Camelback was the day they were supposed to come to my crib haha. Cody was the one who told me to have them over. And then he makes plans to go to Camelback and doesn't tell me. Feeling the love. AND that day we're going to watch Elf in the auditorium like we do every year. Last year I sat with Dan and Max and they wont be here :( And the year before I sat with Brittany and she moved. EVERYONE I LOVE LEAVESSSSS. haha Well. Moms yelling at me. I dont have much to say. Except I'm really lonley right now. And Im thinking about booty calling Marissa © Well. Adios Leave a comment since you took the time to read this and all :)