Thats deff. a word I actually feel. Well, I almost forgot: A) I got an awesome LOTR poster and a guitar tab poster for my new room, and B) I wrote another poem a few nights ago. I don't think anyone wants to read it, but what the hail. Here it is: Glad to know I'm wanted. That if I were to go dive head first Off my pool deck Into the four feet of ice water That you would care. That you would cry. Cry for the first time in a long time, Cry for someone other than yourself. For something other than your petty "problems" ...As you call them. Step into my shoes. Learn the terror and torment of my life. I guaruntee when you're finished, You can understand why that four feet of ice water Seems like a serene paradise for someone like me... And maybe you'll learn to cry more. Start your own four foot pool of water. To clean your wounds with the salt, And wash away the pain at the same time... Yes, yes, incredbily stupid, but hey. I think we already had this conversation.