No clue what cantankerous means, but it sounds like something I would say :) I'm watching Bliss. For those of you who don't know what Bliss is, its like a half hour soap opera that always ends in someone having sex. It's me and Lyndseys show *winks* "You promised me that you wouldn't lie. And we'd last forever. So where are we now? This peice of paper's getting torn And the shadow of a doubt is getting larger, And it's building like a storm. Remember when you promised me? Don't break my heart. .Don't say another word." Oh I love those kids. They make me wanna go to Vegas :) emilielorraine90: well he said he was "going to go to sleep or something" PacWoman1R3J1E7: haha thats code for masturbate. emilielorraine90: ew god kayla! emilielorraine90: nasty lol emilielorraine90: good lord emilielorraine90: now i'm going to be on the verge of vomiting all night ((You'd think the girl would learn... then again I'm sitting here watching soft porn... *giggles*)) "Drop everything. Start it all over. Remember more than you'd like to forget. .Would you like to forget?. I know you know everything. .I know you didnt mean it." I'm off to Maryland this weekend. SCHWOO! I might be down there for longer than I thought, but who knows. Oh, and I just found out... well like an hour and a half ago... that I don't have Desiree tomorrow. She's at a FRIENDS house.WHO KNEW THE GIRL HAD FRIENDS?! ha. So now I'm Desiree free for yet another week. Which owns except for the fact that I don't get payed. "If you were here I'd never have a fear So go on live your life But I miss you more than I did yesterday You're so far away So c'mon show me how Cause I mean this more than words can ever say We are young and we don't care Your dreams and your hopeless hair We never wanted it to be this way For all our lives Do you care at all?" Oh they're about to do it on Bliss! GO FOR THE GOLD!... nevermind she ran away. In about five minutes they'll go at it for real... And she just walked in on him naked in the bathtub. And they're having a conversation. How magical. And now shes getting naked. AND THEY ARE BOTH IN THE TUB. Okay. Now they're out of the tub and making out in the kitchen... and there they go. Sitting down. Wow. Kinky. Crap. My foot is asleep. Damn I hate it when that happens. HA! ILL-USTRATED! I FUCKIN LOVE THIS SHOW! lmao "I can't forget a word you said And everything it meant. Instead of you, I fear myself. .It's all that I can do. Because everything that you do or say Couldn't compare to the pain that I felt The day that we said that we'd go our seperate ways..." Man. I can't believe I have nothing to talk about after 2 months. Oh, my room is clean. Like, all my stuff is packed up to move. I took down all my posters. You can actually see the white of the walls.It's horrible. I have a whole Lego crate full of pics for my new room, which may not sound like alot, but think about it. It's full of PAPER... I get touched by one more fly and someones gonna die. Ugh when that bastard lands hes a dead man. "I understand your ways. OH GIVE IT UP. It's not me you're waiting for. ALRIGHT?! STOP WAITING!" I love that song. For shore. I sang like, kareoke in my room for like an hour tonight. It owned. YES!!! ".You can suck the life out of me. I won't let you bury it. Won't let you smother it. Won't let you murder it. Our time is running out. You can't push it underground You cant stop it screaming out." I really need my lip pierced. That way I won't have to chew on my pens anymore, and I wont rip off the insides of my mouth. Sometimes its disgusting because of all the raw flesh... wow I'm really encouraging people to make out with me aren't I. DAMN. Well once I get my lip pierced we won't have that problem. YES DUALITY!... I'm refraining. I know this songs already in here in some entry or another. But I still love it. Even if they scare the hell out of Emerald. Makes them all the more enjoyable :) Hey I think Corey from Slipknot's married. Thats so hott. I wonder if he takes it off when they do it... hmmm... *ponder*. "Are you happy? I'll decide. These stories are so old, How they match your eyes..." Well. It's now 1:00 in the a.m. I don't really have a reason to get up in the morning. I don't have that much to talk about right now though. My minds a blur, and I miss my music thats upstairs in my room :( So, soldier, I guess Ima head out. CD5503: whats up? PacWoman1R3J1E7: watchin tv PacWoman1R3J1E7: and you? CD5503: um CD5503: nothin PacWoman1R3J1E7:...think I got it. ((Once again, code for masturbation)) Love you kids. Leave a comment if you'd like. Thanks for taking the time to read my thoughts. YOU KNOW YOU LIKE IT. "Until the day I die, I'll spill my heart for you. As years go by, I race the clock with you. But if you died right now, You know that I'd die too. You remind me of the times when I knew who I was. But still the second hand will catch us like it always does. We'll make the same mistakes. I'll take the fall for you. I hope you need this now, Because I know I still do. Should I bite my tounge until blood soaks my shirt? We'll never fall apart. Tell me why this hurts so much. My hands are at your throat, And I think I hate you. But we'll say remember when just like we always do..." ..Funny how a song changes when you can relate to the meaning, isn't it?...