Hey kids. Tomorrow after school I'll be leaving for Maryland. I wont be home until Saturday. So I can't go to the football game. Which kinda sucks. Not really. Scgod cheats on me anyway :) Plus I get to see Garret. My favorite person in the whole entire world. ...Under the age of 5 anyway. So hmm. I was really sad yesterday. As you can see. Mrs. Farr was talking about depression today in Health and it sounded so much like me it scared me. I know I have depression. And social anxiety. And panic disorder. And obsessive compulsive, apparently. According to the tests. I should be on so much meds right now it isnt even funny. And what am I on? Ibruprofen. Yeah... no wonder I think lifes hell. I want to have a party. But like everyone else is having one. Ginny's is next weekend. Marissa wants to have one. Dev[turned]On wants to have one. And I dont know. No one would show up except Lyndsey anyway lmao. Well. Nothings happening really. Just one shitty, boring, cold day after another. I did figure out how to cheat with the funrun heart monitors. Because I'm ashton kutcher and Im awesome. But anyway, haha I walked the whole entire time. And Celia ran. And we have to keep our heart rate above 165. Hers was 164. Mine was 185 haha. Well. Yeah. Everyone is getting these sitDiary things. Even people who hate me and called me a bitch have one. Even though I practically started the damn thing. Whatever. I'm such a trendsetter. RECOGNIZE, BITCH! Anddddd life sucks. PS. Me and Dan asked Ariel today in the lunch line if she was going to get the life or death version. She said both. WHO CALLED IT!