This will be my last rant of August. I am sitting here, slightly chilled. On the left of me, I hear gunshots, and screaming from the television set. On the right of me, water is pouring down and a breeze is drifting in from the sliding glass door. My mind is consumed with thoughts of what I should be doing, but when it comes down to it, I am doing nothing and I feel as if that is lovely. The rain and the wind is getting harder. Time to time my mind is full of the thoughts concerning student council. Typically It's the thought of "Oh God, what have I gotten myself into". I don't know what I'm doing this year. When I got into the car with my father, I asked why he wasn't at work. He said that my mother was sick and he had to come home. I hate that "sick" translates into "She drank too much and didn't take care of her blood sugar and had hypoglucimia". I hate that he is concealing the truth. And today, my mother was walking and stepped onto a piece of broken glass. My dad immediately said that this was what might eventually make her lose a leg. He doesn't quite understand how that makes me feel. It makes me feel like my mom is sick and disorder. What bothered me the most is my mom stumbled down the stairs on one leg just to smoke a cigarette. really, that's all I want to rant about. I have three tests tomorrow. and current event to do. je deteste les current events parcequ'ils ont tres tres tres stupid et une waste de time. hahahah. my french is amazing