It's just a hard thing to explain, but a simple concept to understand. Sometimes when I'm all alone and I need something to make me smile, I listen to that song, our song, and even though you might have stopped calling it our song a long time ago, I still refuse to believe that it's anyone else's but our song. I play the song, and I lay on my bed and I let the melody surrond me and the words sink in. I let our memories circle around my head. I think about all of our childish arguments, and all of our laughter that sounded like a child's. I think about those phone calls that lasted hours, and when we'd fight over who loved each other more. I think about how we refused to hang up the phone. I think about how you made me feel invincible and unbreakable. I think about how we'd call each other by our nicknames. I think about all those words you made up. I think about all those times we had together. It's been long time since we talked, and I'm not going to form another apology because I understand it's over, and I'm completely contempt with it being over, I just feel bad that we couldn't just get along. Maybe you've moved on, I have too, but you might have forgotten everything. I don't blame you for wanting to forget, but when I think of something to make me smile, these are the things that i can't forget, you are the thing i can't forget. you've changed me, you've made me a better person, and I think i've never gotten a time to truelly thank you, so thank you for making me feel beautiful, for giving me memories, for giving me love, for giving me something truelly amazing. I'll never forget you.