well where do i start i mean this has happened really quick anyways last night this guy jason told me he liekd me and i liked him too but i kept it a secret and everyone beleived me. i told him i liked him and he asked me out i said yes. i couldn;t sleep at all last night i had way to much on my mind about friends,jason,school,family everything plus i had a stupud question stuck in my head but its stupid so u dont need to know it adn yah people keep asking me :o are you going out iwht jason?? yes holy fuck people cant u see his name in my msn name wiht a heart beside it god sum people are just waaaaay to stupid. I am going to the movies tonight wiht my mom and her friend the only reason im going is becasue i really want to see this movie its called the forgotten. When i got home today there was a note in my door and it said person invite on it so i opened because i am a nosy person when it comes to letters and it said my family was invited to a heaven scent candle party...hmm interesting lol im not gonna go sounds lame and it said come to socialize and have goodies and meet neighbours. well im not a social person when it comes to a bunch of old italians getting to gether to have "goodies" lol that is all there is on my street old itailans. there is no one my age...shit anyways omg i had the scariest day this week this kid in my science class had a seizure or sumthing in class and i am sorta scared of that kind thing its not the person it is just wuts happening. i was shaking so muhc i couldn;t write my friend said i truned pale. i was a little freaked out but jason walked wiht me home=) so that calmed me down a little lol. everyone has been telling me to update my story well i have hit what people call a writers block i dont know what i am gonna write about anymore lol ill figure sumthing out eventually anyways my fingers are getting cramped from typing to much so i better get going ill write leter if im bored