Well it's the holidays, it's normal to feel stressed. I don't think I have had this much of a life in a while. Too much visiting! My aunt and uncle came in from BC for christmas and it was awesome seeing them. Tommorow my Nana wants me to come down and see my other Uncle and Aunt who came down from Ottawa. I want too see them because I talk to my Uncle Graeme about writing and stuff and he's always very supportive of everything I do. Paddy should be back soon. Maybe she died on the cruise. If she did. I'll kill myself because she is the one person who can keep me sane at school. Jayme can come to Virginia! Her pick line comes out on the 30th so she will be good to go on the 2nd. Bitch Please? I had a very nice christmas. It was awesome. My top five favourite gifts in order are. 1.) My This Providence CD that my Mom had to order 2.) My Tiffany bracelet 3.) My black suede Roxy boots! 4.) The black Volcom purse 5.) My brown coat So none the less I had a very pleasing christmas. My Aunt Tracy and cousin Jesse came too and so did my Uncle Steve! I was so happy when he showed up, and he looks like he's trying to fix everything. It was nice to see him because I havn't seen him for about a year probably because of all the shit with the cocaine and stuff. He didn't seem like he was addicted. It was awesome seeing that. I made one cut on my wrist with a pair of scissors. For reasons involving my Opa. Basically the man told me I can't write poetry without making mistakes and he said that "I could do better" I thought the poem that is getting published was the best I had ever written. I couldn't beleive it. It just got too much and I let it get to me. Through tears I cut quickly and hard across my left wrist. I regret it now because I have been doing really good when it came to stopping with that whole thing. I guess getting over an addiction takes some relapse. ♥ Relax Relapse