ew i feel sick i just drank a whole cup of apple cidor in two minutes ew ayways i am going out wiht jason again=( go figure? i thouhg i liked him again but i dont think i do i mean when i was hanging aroundd him after we broke up i felt like i still ahd feelings for him GRRRR I HATE THIS cuz i dont think i like him deer god i am so fucking stupid.. maybe he isn't right for me i mean i hate how he always follows me everywhere its like LEAVE ME ALONE DAMMIT i am just gonna wait for him to dump me czu i cant do it again i felt so fucking abd when i did cuz i know he likes me a lot... why ios it that when we aren't together i like him and when we are he pisses the hell out of me....