Went to band practice today. They can't march. I can't even lie to myself, the kids just can't freaking march. I went out with Julie and Chad. It was a nice time. I got to talk to Chad which was nice becuase he and I don't get to talk enough at all. I found out that if Chad and I marry I will be learning a difficult, saltry tango for our wedding dance which is spiffy wiht me. I love dancing and I LOVE tangos. It's the one from Mr. and Mrs. Smith. lol. Laughs where had today. I, suposivly, will be "the hot teacher" when I get my teaching job. LOL. Chad was picking out outfits for me and I tried on one green pleated skirt, a red lace camie, and a green suitcoat which I bearly buttoned and we put my hair up and it seemed to work. LOL. "Do you mind if I take off my jacket? Good becuase you're sons don't." Julie was worried about stuff and I hope it all works out for the best. I hope that everything will be good finally, for once. I still don't have a present for my brothers birthday which is on the 15th so I guess I have time yet. Chad and I talked about books and I think I may start trying my original story again. Try. God knows I can never work on one damn thing for too long, I might actually finish something lol. Damn my brain. His story sounds really interesting. Thanks for listening to me today Chad. Anthony, thanks for asking me how my day was when I got online. Horray for the fantastic men in my life. I'd be lost without you two I'm not always on time Please don't expect that from me I will be late But if you can just wait I will make it eventually Not like it's in my control Not like I'm proud of the fact But anything other than being exactly on time I can do .