Whew. So it's been interesting to say the least. So what's happened? I lost my internet for a while and I died a little. I kept getting sick but no one believed me. In everyone else's defence I did have my period during some of it so there are similar symptioms. So I ended up running around, going to knenobles and stuff with fevers. I had a job interview and must hyave done terribly on it becuase I didn't get the job. My brother went to Gettysburge. I cried a lot. I carried a new mixer home and then as we were making cookies my mom notices I'm dying so she finds out that I really do have a fevor and I'm forced to go sleep on a lazy-boy with a dalmation on me. Yes our rather large new dalmation is a lapdog. I got better after anther day of the dog laying on me. Helped cook and plan for my brothers graduation party. I felt stupid, trapped and had to go get a job at Penmart. This made me feel even more stupid and traped becuase I couldn't get my own job and my cusin helped me get this one. I feel like my family is just gonna be keeping tabs on me now. I had one of the lowest weeks since school ended for this semster. It really was terrible. I cried and thought way too much. The party went well. Everyone had fun. I danced and sang with Chad and Anthony which just makes my life better in every way. Chad and I renacted sceens from musicals. My brother and I had a small Nija vs Pirates war. I don't think it's over yet.Some of his friends scare me. I don't know what to make of people anymore. I really don't. Like I just really wanna smack the crap outta some people. Everyone needs to just get over themselves. I got a new purse for 11 bucks. It's large and camofloged with many pockets. It makes me very excited. I now need to find all my buttons. I think I need some new ones and some funky patches too. How I love my hippie life I got to talk to Jess which was very exciting becuase I haven't seen her in forver. She has a job and is cooking fun things and writing a fabulas new story. She seems very happy and I am so glad for her. I really hope I do well at this job. I really hope I like it. I suddenly feel ver Clerksish. I will now be working at Penmart. It's a little gas station/deli/food store/convince store. So yes, I feel like I'm in the Lansford version of Clerks. I really want this job to work out. If I do well then I'll have it on breaks and for as long as I need it which is wonderful. Having some sense of stability wioth money makes me feel better. That and I can't just stay in this house. I mean I can't. Just like I can't stay in my dorm or anything like that. I need to leave. See things. See people and will I ever smeet some interesting people at this job. So everyone hope that I do this well and get along with people. I walk a lot now. It makes me feel good. I also <3 Lost and Swenney Todd. I think that's it. Fin