Now I'm at home. I wish I was back at school. I'm sorry but at school I just feel better about myself. I dunno, this whole experince was so uplifting. I feel so much more confident now, even though I'm tired and all. I just...I just feel better. I'm so happy that I'll be going back in like a month. Now that I'm back home all the shit is back. I hate that. I dislike being at home...it's not my family...it's just that things are different here and I don't really like it. I'd rather be at school. I'm really considering taking courses during the summer next year and getting a job up there. I know that it's different during the summer and all but I think I need to distance myself from things. I was really happy last week and I wanna stay that way. I'm sick of feeling sad or that I'm worth less then shit. I dunno. I could also get a good minor if I do that. I'm going to talk to Sr. Ganon in a month (that God it's only that much longer) and see whats a good idea. Ok well I'm done for now kids.