Anti-Savior
You wanna strip me bare.
You want me to save you
To fix it and make it better.
You say that you don¡¯t
But I know that you really do.
Well I can¡¯t!
Not right now.
Now I need to focus on me.
On MY pain
On MY problems.
I need to heal
I¡¯ve been torn apart
By too many people
Who said ¡°I love you¡±
And now I need
To find my own love
¡¦
Just for me.
So back off bitch
This is MY time.
I can¡¯t save you
Until I¡¯ve saved myself.
I¡¯m just a selfish whore
Who doesn¡¯t want your attention
Right now.
I have others
But I really need me.
So till then
I can¡¯t save you
I can¡¯t set you free.
I can¡¯t be strong
I¡¯m just me.
I really sorry
But I¡¯m you¡¯re
Anti-Savior.
Trapped
I¡¯m feeling boxed in.
I feel like you¡¯re backing me up
Into a corner where I can¡¯t leave.
Back up!
Just back the fuck up!
I¡¯m feeling trapped.
I¡¯m feeling suffocated.
You keep pushing and pushing
And I don¡¯t want that.
I like space.
I NEED space.
I don¡¯t wanna be held
Unless I ask.
I don¡¯t wanna be told
Where to go and how to feel.
I¡¯m done with that shit.
I need to be independent.
Things need to be on my terms.
For once
Just for fucking once!
You don¡¯t even know me
How could you?
How could anyone
When I don¡¯t know myself?
So stop!
Back off!
Don¡¯t trap me.
I¡¯ll freak out.
I can¡¯t breathe
Back up.
I won¡¯t be trapped.
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