I'm turning into a different person. I dunno if she's meaner or if she's just more vocal. I know I say things more readily now. I'm more like 'Yah, fuck you." I dunno if thats good or not. I dunno if other people can handle it. I don't even know if I'm really "mean" or just less groveling "omg, i haver to please everyone or they'll leave me". and I more then kinda like it...alot.