Mutation: it is the key to our evolution. It has enabled us to evolve from a single-celled organism into the dominant species on the planet. This process is slow, and normally taking thousands and thousands of years. But every few hundred millennia, evolution leaps forward.
-Prof. Charles Francis Xavier
Yes well we all have to evolve. We all have to change and to change we must continue to do new things. I hate doing new things. I mean this summer wasn't great but the end of it was pretty close. I wish it didn't take so long for it to get better. Now I'm repacking and I've finally rialized that the summers over and tomorrow I move into school. Thats it. New semester. I'm so afread that it's all going to go wrong. I afread I won't make the gradxes. I'm afread I'm going to let people down. I'm afread there won't be enough time. I'm afread that people won't understand.
I dunno. Last year was so good for the most part and yet I'm terrified. I know it makes no sense but I'm going to miss the summer even though it's been one of my lowest points with my depression thus far this year. I always had someone there though, ya know. Like someone would always come get me and we'd drive or talk or w/e. I know I have fantastic roomates this year. I know that it will all work out but I can't be sure and that bothers me.
I guess I just wanna say thanks to everyone who made this summer what it was. Thanks to my friends. I love you guys.
If you want a great movie go see Sky High. John and I saw it as our now anniual before collage movie and we loved it! Warren Peace kicks ass. Has anyone else noticed that I have a thing for brooding guys who play with fire? *nervous face*
Well thats it. I feel a bit better. Nothing better then fandom to get a nerd feeling comofrtable I guess. Night kids. The next entry will be from good old MU!
I'm done and so is the summer!
Prongs out
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