I feel crappy. This last week has been rough. Things have just been crazy. Two papers where written, one presentation messed up. I was called a lesbian by some mentally ill woman at Release the Light which was also Day of Silance which was also the night before the three papers where due that I was trying to finish. Had to memorize Lain America, all US states and capitals and Cananda in a week. Yah that didn't really happen as well as I had hoped. Sr Cathy was a major bitch on the day I couldn't talk and stress levels where just really high. One chior from 6-8:30ish anther from 6-9ish. One panic attack during a class, afterwhich my mom called and wouldn't stop talkintg quickly, then longer chior. Room is full of tension. I hate the end of the year for that. The end of the year report is due soon. I have three more papers due and I volenteered myself to do the powerpoint for my group pres in Dev Pysch. I didn't sleep well last night at all which sucks becuase I tried to go to bed since I was having trouble concintrating on papers but I just couldn't. There have been good things though too. I love my new pants. I love it when people realize how short I am compaired to them for the first time, espically if they've known me for like a year. The reaction is always great. John (percussion) now pats me on the head almost every time he sees me. We have decided that I am a Hobbit. A Baggins with quite a bit of Took in me thank you very much. Danni is a Brandybuck but she doesn't understand why and it makes me sad that Dezzy and I are so into it but really giggle at the same time. Dazzy and K are High Elves. Megan's a Shield Maiden from Rohan. Becca is a human women from Bree. Ed is like Tom B. in the woods lol. Allen is a self-proclaimed drawf. It makes me smile. There has been lots of random and fun little things. I should be working on a paper and defently getting dressed but I just really.... REALLY physicly don't feel well at the moment. Today I have to: 8:30am: Be at open House for Campus Mins 11:30-3ish:Kidstuff carnavil for underprivaliged kids 3:30-4ish:Get on the road meet up with parents and go to John's play. After that we come back and Colleen wants to watch A Beautiful Mind. I'll be doing papers while it's on...probibly with my headphones on. Which is fine. I'm worried about times today for if we wanna eat and everything with my family. Megan had said 4 but then we won't be there till5:20 if we don't get lost and traffic is great, then ordering of food and it still takes 15-20 min to get to Marian and we want to be there a bit early to get seats. I dunno. I feel so stressed and pressed for time right now. I just wanna sleep for a bit, really get a good sleep. Maybe Kidstuff will be canciled becuase of rain which would make me feel less stressed but I'd feel bad for the kids. Arg...never doing this again. Next time I will pay attaention to dates better. Ok going to get ready now. All who wander are not lost