THIS IS A RANT! IT IS BITCHY! STOP READING NOW IF YOU WILL BE EASILY OFFENDED!!!! . . . . . Thats you're fucking warning bitches grrrrr Yah so I hate my boss. He's an ass who's had it out for me since I walked in for an interview and he told me to come in two days later so I could talk to the "womenfoke". Oh yah we should have seen the trouble there. We should have figures out that this man was an old ass who can'tr change his ways and that my being an extreamily liberal female wasn't going to fly well. I've sat there and smiled. I've let him pick my to bits. I've fucked over my summer to be on call and then never called into work. I've defended him and had panic attacks over it all and I'm just sick of it. I'm sick of this shit. Today I changed how I did the first part of the tour, something that all of the MEN do, and he took me aside and told me off about it and had me go down with Larry "to refresh my memory about the speech, but don't talk or do anything. Just walk with Larry." Like I was in fucking training again! I counted the shit Larry forgot...at least three things and that fucker is ALWAYS complainging about fucking Larry becuase he goes too long but he doesn't make Larry go ride down with someone else like some fucking little kid. Now granted I said it later becuase I forgot and I forgot becuase I lost my speech at work, but I would also like to point out that if that fucker would call me into work more then once a fucking month maybe we wouldn't have this problem now would we? Hell no! I don't roll that way. I'd also like to tell him that this has been the month from hell with a few exceptional times all I've wanted to do is die. Not that I ever would do something but I'm just sick of it. Everything is so fucked up right now. People are crazy. I'm scared to fucking death about school. What if I can't do it all? What if I fuck up sophemore screening? I have so much riding on this year and I CAN'T FUCK IT UP! I just can't and people don't get it. They don't understand it all and I just wanna do well and have friends and be envolved. Is that so much to ask? I mean seriously. It's all so much easer for everyone else. Why can't it be fucking easy for me? For once huh? For fucking once in my Goddamn life make SOMETHING easy for me! But no. Everything has to be complicated and then if I don't spend enough time with people I know that I'll have it held againts me and I'll never hear the fucking end of it. And I wanna be envoled. I wanna help people. And whats up with people not just accepting what I fucking say? Like my sexual preference. I'm straight so everyone can just fuck off. My mom and everyone. I can be the VP of a club and not have to be gay. I don't care if you're gay or bi or w/e...I accept it so everyone just accept that I'm straight and shut up. I like guys, only guys and I could care less about most guys right now anyway. In fact right now most people could just go fuck off right now in my opinion. Everyone just be quiet and just LISTEN TO ME FOR ONCE!!! I know it's hard, but people don't and then shit hits the fan or I get angry and no one gets why. God. I hate some people right now. Speaking of, that brings me back to my boss. Anyway the shole time I've worked there he's nitpicked me to death. Every little damn thing. It's never good enough and I just wanna go to work FOR A FUCKING HOUR and then tell him to shove it up his fat ass and rotate! I have to go in for the last fucking hour of work becuase no one else can work and the kids coming are mentally challenged and he doesn't wanna take them down the mine. Yah so he calls me. He's done that before. He's called me when it was really little kids that he didn't wanna bring in. Yah. Then he'll just tell me all I do wrong. "You didn't get a tip, well you're just no good." "You didn't scare them well then why are ya here?" And on and fucking on. I just wanna say fuck it and drop it. But thats not me. I'm not gonna let myself be fucking beat by some fat old bastard with the ego the size of the US who needs to lay off his fucking meds. No. I have this last week and then I go back to school. Then I'll figure out if and when I wanna go back and help. God if this job didn't mean so much to me...grrrr. Fucking ass. All I have to say is that he is so fucking lucky I don't have a wand or a gun. Bastard. I hate my life. Oh and just so everyone knows this is a rant. The people mostly directed to in this shouldn't be reading it so if you feel like you've done something in here then you're doing it behind my back and should come have a talk with me or not. W/E I don't care. I just don't wanna have someone noteing me going "OMG? You're blagh blagh" Oh yah I'm in a rare Grade A Bitch mode tonight. Oh and Anthony, I created "Cream of Bitch", I know you're thinking that Wormtail don't even deny it. *winks* I feel better now. Fuck off world. Hugs and Kisses Prongs TAKE.THIS.JOB.AND.SHOVE.IT.