Well whats been happening in life here so far? There are people on the 2nd floor who are really beating up someone or think that impersanting abuse is cool at all hours of the night/day. I would just like to say that it most certainly is NOT fucking cool! I've been on edge and not sleeping becuase of these fuckers, and if I ever find them, regardless of wether or not they are beating up someone I will beat the shit out of them. Yes all 5'3 of me. This is not something you do or pretend to do. Too many people have had to really live with it. I hate stupid fucking people. They don't deserve to be here. So yah I haven't slept well except for some nights when I just like pass out for almost a month now. I'm emotional. I'm beyond depressed. I'm beyond on edge most of the time. I hate everything and everyone pretty much. I love working out becuase then I feel energized for a bit and it gets rid of my agression. I also love listening to The Newsies on loop. I'd forgotten how much I missed it till I bought the soundtrack yesterday. I love this musical. I love the movie. I love seeing Batman sing and dance. I love seeing a soon-to-be Mighty Duck sing and dance. I've been in lust with Davey since I wsas a pree-teen. Yah, that hasn't changed. In short, Newsies makes Bridget slightly sad and manic. She sits, listens and smiles. She also likes to Harass Chad by sending him pictures of Christian Bale pelevic thrusting. Yes....that makes her very happy. Sorry Pads, but someone has to be tortured and you're just kinda handy. I think I've listened to it too much in the last 24 hours if there is such a thing. *contented sigh* I'm actually not in a terrible mood right now. I think I'm too tired to be. I just wanna go to sleep. I look like someone gave me really bad zombi makeup, or like I have black eyes. Yah...that's how bad my circles arfe. I also have small welts under my eyes from crying so much. Not trying to be emo....this is a fact. I was frightened when I looked at myself a few minuets ago. Anyway so things haven't been great here. Though they could be worse I supose. I don't think it's going to get too much better anytime soon though. Newsies helps though. Oh God musical theripy helps so much. Actually no, I'm hoping it'll get better. Right now I think it might. Yah...I think it will. Done I can't spend my whole life hindin' You're the only light that's guiding me today. Will you keep a candle burning? Will you help me find my way? You're my chance to break free And who knows when my next one will be Santa Fe ... Wait for me