What's a girl to do

by dreamdeferred
It's seems like I'm the only one with shit grades. I dunno if ALLY has anything ready for their meeting today wict the Nazis aka SAC All the personal drama that is being dumped on me is getting to be too much and yet I feel offended that this one person never talks to me dircetly but only when she has too I dunno how this week is going to go on Sometimes I'm not sure how I'M going to go on Nothing ever seems to be enough I just wanna curl up and go to sleep but I can't Ihaven't had a purely fantastic weekend in so long I haven't had a purly GOOD week in what seems like years I'm sick of going to classes I'm sick of my workload and I've added more to next semester I'm pissed about chior...so much of it I'm sick of having no talent I'm sick of everything being hard for me i wish i could just be good at something from the first try all the way through I'm sick of hurting, emotionally and physicaly I wanna say that I wanna go home but that's not where I wanna be I want my path to be clear I envvy other's their success I envy others their talents and time to devolop them I envy that I have to have a "real job" becuase I haven't the tlanet to go the distince and my parents and I would be nervous if I did otherwise I'm sick of so much I'm hurt by so much I have a depressing major I'm never good enough I want to continue helping people though it upsets me beyond beliefe I want a new life now please
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Pray for one, then. Verse I shared with Julie: Jer. 29:11-13. Look for Him, Pidge. Sorry the reply on J's diary to you was harsh. Didn't mean to hurt
[Anonymous]
you, if I did. ~JCT
[Anonymous]
I hadn't seen the comments before I posted. I've been having a really terrible time lately with many other things. What you said was you're opinion and you're intitled to it. I said what I said not becuase of the possesions but becuase of the safty that was taken away from Julie's family. The laws I discribed are not ones I made, but what our country did to punish people who hurt others. I know about it becuase of having to deal with clearences.
I personally think that if the law is there then it's there. They chose to smash things in a persons family, they chose to break into a anther person's house. That is wrong.
None of it's my choice for what happens to them. After the what I've been reading in my Soc class, interviews with criminals who started young and kept going since they weren't cuaght and punished or wheren't given a full punishment, I think that it should be on their
Records. If they were adults it would be and this was an adult crime and they are old enough to know that stealing has consicquesnes.
However I respect you're postion. I'm glad you can feel that way but I am appaled by what they did and beleive that when you do something wrong you shuld be punished so that you won't do it again and a teeny "oh you where bad, don't do it again ok kids" isn't going to cut it intoday's society I'm afread. It
I'm sorry that this society has come to such a sad state and I morn it every day.
TTYL
-Pidge
Oh I agree. I'm not saying let them off the hook, it was appalling and they ought to learn from it via punishment. Just the comments about godforsaken
[Anonymous]
and how they don't deserve etc etc... that bothered me. Not that you thought they should be punished for what they did. JCT
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