feeling: kinda emo and scared hearing: all the people in the library today sucks and i don't know why. i really don't want to come to school tomorrow. like i have gym and then at beattie we have this really gay thing going on. like the whole school just walks around and screws off. like it sounds like fun yea, but its not. it really isn't at all. all the kids smell and the food sucks and i dunno. im really excited for thursday though. roxanne got rachel banks her poster of Marilyn Monroe. she was all like freaking out aww omg i love it. huh just wait til she sees mine. i made steph bring it in on thursday just so rachel would get pissed off. i can't wait im seriously freaking out about thursday. i have no idea what my friends are getting me except for the poster and some stuff shannons getting. oh and what julia is getting me. well i guess i do know what they're all getting me lol, but i don't know what kalins getting me. :) im freaking out man. i can't wait til christmas my mom has all my presents wrapped sitting beside the computer desk in her room. i sit there every day like omfg what in there. she bought a lot more presents for me then she normally gets me. im soo excited she got me the thing i asked for, for my bed. ahhhh and then after christmas she said she was going to buy my sister and i new bed sheets and shit!!!! black and pink baby! yes. well i guess thats all for now i dunno this entry was kinda lame im just really excited for christmas and the break. so im out. xOxOx ok so i tryed saving a pic for my background it was a pick of Jane Russell it was soo cool and it wont freaking work. :((( ok well natalie fixed it for me :D! i picked this pic well bc its the only one i could find of jane russell and its in black and white. wondering why i have a pic of her? well my great grandma used to look A LOT like her when she was younger and i thought it was cute. :)