feeling: *sigh* depressed an angry hearing: nothing. turns out my spring break wont be so great after all. shannon said shes still coming over tuesday night, but she has to leave to go to i forget beaver county? w/e she said she told me maybe this is the thing where roxannes mom is renting a hotel room. i dunno its pretty fucking gay. so she has to leave in the afternoon to go with them. so there really isn't a point to her coming over since we were planning on going out and shopping and doing all kinds of fun stuff wednesday. i guess ill just forget about it. i mean it wouldnt' be that big of a deal. like she could just come over thursday, but i have to work friday night starting at 4 we don't get up til like 11 no point there. same with saturday i work 2-8, and she can't sleepover saturday bc sundays easter. maybe sunday to monday? wahoo we have school tuesday. god this sucks im going to be stuck at home by myself all break. listen to me this whole thing was about how im pissed i wont be with shannon at all. sorry shes my best friend, and i feel like we never talk or never hang out anymore. sorry i want to have some fun this break. you know what fuck it all. im done.