ahhhh Happy FUCKING new years! ill update later. ahhhh Happy FUCKING new years! ill update later. UPDATE~~~~~~~~~ feeling: fucking great hearing: people talk downstairs well happy fucking 2005. i think i started the year off pretty fucking good. alright ill stop saying fuck. well last night kay came over then we went to julias man. HOT. we took some pretty fucking crazy pics man i'd show you them, but i don't know how to do it on here? gay huh. then we watched napolian dynamite fucking funny shit. then kalin and julia fucking mixed us some drinks. can you say fucking NASTY? yea sick as hell, but w/e i drank it. then kalin like to think she was "beating me up" but SHE WASN'T AHHAH. i didn't get to see the ball drop wonder why KAY? there was soo awesome fireworks outside fuck kay we should have bought some. we all know how good you are at lighting fireworks. we stayed up to like 4. evertime i thought i was going to fall something happened. i almost fucking freaked out at one point bc julias brother had the music up so loud at like 430? wth man. but it was a great night. this morning kalins dad came at like 9 fucking o'clock. my body hurt so bad when i got off the floor. i came home and layed in bed for like an hour. shannons coming over soon we're gonna paryt? what yes we are bitch. xOxOx Stephanie i love you hun. everything will be ok. you can only have so much bad luck before it turns good. if you need ANYTHING im here hun.:( would anyone like to go to the mall with me tomorrow? yes mall?