im suffacating sp ? in this house. if we move to this house my dad wants ill fucking kiss him. ahh to bad it didn't happen earlier in the summer though :/. i've been thinking about graduating. i don't think it'll be that bad since most of my close friends are staying here to go to CCAC thats what im doing then hedding up to SLIPPERY ROCK :D! so i honestly dont think im that worried about the whole thing. i think we're gonna go up to erie for a few days in like two weeks. i wanted shannon to go but if things stay the way they are right now it'll be better if she doesn't. funny how im talking about shannon like nothing happened last night. i know i'll be the first to IM her today since its probally my fault? so w/e im getting used to this its been happening all summer. i have my physical tomorrow. i honestly don't care about my permit. my moms going to ask the doctor about this lump i have on my neck. we don't know what it is. i probally have to go get all kinds of test to see if its a tumor or if i have mono (which i dont have). so i dunno. i don't really care about that either. update: did i mention i would be going to a different school? yea well i would be and my parents are going to look at the house tongiht. update: maybe it would be better if i had a tumor. would it be better for you? update: i think im going to start praying again. maybe something. good will come out of that.