i think its possible that i am in love with this new layout of mine :). i don't like to update this bc it bores me myspace has so much more to play with when it comes to changing the layout. so i dunno maybe i'll update more.. i had an early dismissel on monday i didn't go tuesday or today because i was sick. honestly i could have gone to school, but its so easy to hate school that i just don't care. im so sick of highschool and the same thing everyday and the same drama everyday everyone is so fake. EVERYONE even half of my friends they all just sit and make up shit because they're afraid people wont except them for who they are or for not having a boyfriend so they sit and make shit up. i've never in my life made something up like half these girls do. i could never make up a boyfriend or getting drunk or sneaking out. i dunno its all really imature if you ask me. my beattie teacher told me that i was very mature for my age. she used this nice big word for it, but i can't remember what it was. she told me that i think like an adult and that im a really good kid. i used to wonder if that was bad because people used to get so mad when i'd dissaprove of drugs or somking now i know its just me and i really like it. four day weekend coming up im really excited i probally wont do anything, but whocares life without school is a good life to me.