feeling: really great! hearing: tv its the first time in a long time that i feel really good. well just a few updates.. thursday i did work, but i didn't get my first pay. turns out they hold our first pay. which means i have another two weeks to wait. LAME friday i went to see the ring 2 with shannon, stephanie, sarah, kalin, roxanne, and sarahs bf kyle. it was fun roxanne wasn't supposed to come, but it seems like shannon can't do anything anymore with roxanne not being there, and steph said she wasn't coming... so we had like no room in the car. oh well we figured it out. the movie was ok i guess. i think i have to watch it again then ill let you know how it is. afterwards we went to eat n park :). it was fun our waiters name was ED ahahh he was cool we left him a good tip so he better always be nice to us. eat n park actually was a lot of fun. saturday i worked all day. today i worked all day, but its cool bc we only have two days this week. speaking of school. i didn't go on friday..i was soo depressed (i hate using that word it sounds so lame, but i really was). i've been really sad lately and actually todays the first day i've felt really good. spring break of 05 should be good. im not doing anything special, but i will make it special. shannons coming over tuesday after im done with work :) we are gonna watch movies all night and then wednesday i hope we go shopping then maybe shell just spend the night again..oh well we'll see. it really bothers me when roxanne is with shannon. im almost jealous of how good of friends they are. i feel like me and shannon arn't like that anymore it makes me sad :(.. xOxOx