feeling: excited hearing: cartoons well things just started to get back on track i guess. last week i had a seriouse breakdown and im not even kidding it wasn't pms so we can't blame that this time. a lot went on and im so thankful to have friends that just say its okay lets just move on. i love them they are the only people that really understand me. they mean the world to me and without them im not sure where i would be. monday i went to the mall with kalin and stephanie for like two hours it was real pointless, but it was nice to get out. afterwards we went to kalins with shannon and spent the night again. we talked about a lot of shit. no shocker there we always talk. it was real dark out and we didn't have a flashlight just a couple of candles so i dont think anyone realized how nasty and how many bugs were in the tent until we woke up the next day. kalin and shannon got into a huge food fight there was so much food and everyone just slept in it. i was up til 4 with steph talking to me lol. i dont even know when she went to sleep lol. "fuck you BANG BANG" god kalins to much. we woke up to not being able to breathe in the tent big shocker there. the last time we woke up we had the same problem it sucks. i finaly got up and was fixing the blankets and there was a worm under me and shannon had a dead bug on her leg. we finally looked around and there was bugs EVERYWHERE. it was real nasty. came inside got ready took down the tent and went home. i went and saw my great grandma shes no in the hospital anymore shes like in a home, and as soon as she can walk shes aloud to go home. she can feed herself now so thats really good. i thought she looked good my mom said she didn't w/e. afterwards we came home and i went swimming and just chilled at home the rest of the night. yesterday i cleaned all day for my mom. stephanie walked to my house we left and went and meet shannon kalin julia becky and aaron at eat n park. i had fun we were all laughing at all kinds of shit. it really bothers me when people are on there cell phone when they are supposed to be out having a good time. like wtf get off your phone jesus. then they have to like let everyone else read it and shit. nobody really cares kalin. julia was taking us all home and aaron didn't know how to get to his house i had to guess practiclly and figure it out on my own then he finally figured it out jesus lol. it was funny though "they dont call me the monster for nothing." ahhha i had a lot of fun we should all do that more often. today im gonna clean and go outside and weed for my momma. tonight im going to the mall with everyone. then i think shannons going to sleepover (she doesn't know this). tomorrow my mom has to do more shopping we'll prob do that take shannon to work and i dunno about tomorrow night. saturday and sunday are all messed up so we'll see what happens. i wanted shannon to come with me to the picnic my familys having just bc i want her to meet everyone, but i think they are having it sunday now and she prob wont want to miss kalins "party" so i dunno. xOxOx