feeling: awesome hearing: stephanie talk i wrote this last friday...keep in mind i dont really feel the same way about half of this i was just flipping out. well its friday i was told we were going to robinson mall a week ago today. my moms such a fucking bitch i can't take anymore of this shit. all i want is to be able to go out whenever and where ever i want without them getting on my case about everything or me coming home to them being bitchy and wispering about me in the other room. i don't do drugs i don't drink im not out having sex with ever guy i see im not trying to kill myself they dont really ever have to worry about em. im either at the mall or the movies or a friends house. i ask to go to maybe one concert a year. i hardly ask for anything big. i try to get my mom out of rides as much as possible, bc my mom always fucking drives and half my friends don't drive anywhere and im a little fucking sick of it. all i hear from everyone is "my parents drive me so much" fuck you i have a job to you know they have to drive me to my job all the time. my mom works three days a week now. she has two other kids that dont drive which means if they need something she has to drive them. my dad works ten hours if not more everyday except for sundays (which he works half the time) my moms just as tired as everyone elses fucking parents at the end of the day, but shes still out there driving us around. nobody cares, bc nobody gets bitched at but me. so you know what im sick of the shit i don't want to here anyone bitching anymore. im going to give the same excuses everyone elses paresnts give "they worked all day" "they drive everywhere" (which isn't an excuse) the best one i've heard "THEY LIKE BEING IN THE HOUSE AFTER 830 9!" FUCK YOU so do my parents asshole or heres another one i used to get "im grounded from rides." i've been in the house for three fucking days getting bitched at for this and i can't take it much longer if i don't get out of the house tonight im gonna flip out. i think im just going to start walking and just keep walking and whatever or where ever i turn up is where ill chill for a couple of hours bc i can't sit here anymore and just watch tv or clean or cut the grass and at the same time hear my whole family talking about me in the other room like im some fucked up teenage girl. you know what if you ask me they have it pretty fucking easy i could go out and do half the shit these kids do and my parents wouldn't know what fucking hit them. so things are changing if your parents can't pitch in with the rides then i guess your not hanging out with us and if nobody drives ill have my mom drive me and only me. you have a problem with this i dont care my moms been driving everywhere for three fucking years now. its your turn. xOxOx I HAVE THE BEST FRIENDS ANYONE COULD ASK FOR!♥ ♥ ♥