i'm not sure whats going on right now, but im suffocating i can't breathe i feel like everythings falling apart i feel like everyone is doing things to piss me off. i feel like im not going to get anywhere in life did i mention that i can't breathe. all i want to do is go into guidence and cry tomorrow morning, but no i have to go to the one class i hate the most to make up a test. im not sure how much more of this i can take. im falling apart right now and im not really sure why this is happening. i need tomorrow to be over so i can just sit around and do nothing i can't even bring myself to go out anymore. i feel like everyone trying to take my friends away i hate my friends having boyfriends i hate it i hate it i don't like being second as i'm writing this i feel like my chest is going to explode. i need to stop this and go finish my homework but i can't bring myself to do it without crying. i need someone to talk to but there is nobody. i have my friends but i want someon professional. i dont know what to do.