feeling: sad happy excited hearing: nothing work is good. i finally am getting the hang of everything. i like it a lot. i like knowing that i have something to do when i go home. knowing i have something important to do. i feel more like an adult. i like being treated like an adult at work. today at work i got kinda sad. this guy came in whos in the army he was all in his uniform. he said that i looked bored i said "yea i am i just want to go home" and he said "yea i know how that feels." it made me really sad. i guess up until tonight i didn't realize well i guess it just hit me you know. you hear about the war everyday but unless you know someone whos over there you don't think about it as much. i really wish i would have told him that i am really thankful for what hes doing for our country. i guess i was just in such a shock at the time that i didn't think about it. i really am thankful... well friday after work shannon came over. we watched a movie (mostly talked) then went to bed. saturday we kinda hung out then we both had to go to work. today i did some running around with my mom. fun..i guess. my parents went out and bought a new fridge and stove bc well they both broke at the same time? wtf. im excited i like getting new things like that and i think its gonna make our kitchen look really nice. i work tomorrow tuesday thursday and saturday. im happy i don't work friday. this week should be good. why do i suck? GR xOxOx