i miss steph more then anything right now.. all i want to do is tell her all my problems and fill her in on all the drama in my life, but i wont do that i refuse. she has so much shit going on right now she doesn't need to here about anything or worry about anything but her on problems. i wrote her a letter today im going to put it on here just bc it kinda sums up my dad. i miss her so much right now :'( hey steph- im sitting in child care right now missing you like crazy. miss l asked where you were.. i told her she said to yell at you for her? ahhah i dunno shes still crazy. she asked me if i was still friends with sarah? and as mary glaired at me from across the room i just shock my head and said no. theres a lot of weird people in class. ky wont stop trying to talk to me. its rather annoying. i have american government? i think thats what it is with rachel banks. it sucks big time. most of us have lunch together. rachel stood around my table and asked repeatedly where shannon was. she makes me so fucking mad!! i have ever single class with roxanne its not bad though gives me someone to talk to. NASH is weird its going to take some time to get used to. we have to swim this year.. fucking kill me now. i don't see kay at all.. in the halls or anything. i hope we dont drift apart... same with julia i only saw her once. its sad im going to miss them. im really trying to hold in everything that bothers me. its hard, but im doing my best. like i could write about 5 pages about rachel right now, but im not going to. enough about me.. how are you? doing any better? hows your mom? i hope everythings good.. this year should be interesting. who knows when i'll get to send this since i dont' have your address or anything. i dunno things are so different these days. i have a feeling im going to be spending a lot of friday nights home with my mom. well ill talk to you soon. love you so much kuhn